Fabulous

 

"The most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous." Carrie Bradshaw.

 

You know what darling, subconsciously, I have practiced what Carrie said above for some years in my life. I have been the main character in my relationship with myself. I have felt contented enough. Nevertheless, once in a blue moon, I am questioning myself whether one day I will find someone so irresistibly attractive to me that I will fall for him.

 

And out of the blue you came into my life.

 

At first you were just a nice newbie to have chat with. As time unveiled itself, our intense conversation made me addicted to your attention. Seemingly the universe answered my question whether one day I would find someone so compatible to my 'taste'. I have found you! Eventually!

 

However, as Carrie said in another occasion, "love which is not accompanied by exquisite pain is not worth having", I proved it that falling in love with you is not always about happiness. You are there. You once told me you were mine. But in fact it is not that easy to 'have' you. For myself.

 

and I remember once upon a time, you yourself said, "when we are truly in love with someone, we cannot avoid the possibility that we will feel hurt by the love."

 

Where will our love lead us?

 

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