Fragment: My Romantic Other Half
After leaving
the gathering, in the car he played some songs. The first song was "I love
you this much" by Maggie McNeal. Owh, the song reminded me of my junior
high school time, this was one song I memorized in order to get more
vocabulary. Well, we were around the same age, it is understandable then if we
both knew some old songs. He sang along together while McNeal's voice filled
the air in the car. Wow. I remember one time he said that he was not confident
to sing because his voice was just so so. But, he sang! Hearing his voice
singing made me smile.
The second
song was "Together in electric dream" by Philip Oakey. Aha! He knew
that song! I first heard this song when I was in senior high school, my brother
introduced that song to me. This time, I sang along together. Hearing me
singing, he asked, "oh, you know this song?" I nodded, "Yes, sure," said I; then we sang together.
He drove the
car in a 'normal' speed, not too fast, not to slowly either. The traffic was
not that crowded, a perfect situation.
The third song
was "Take my hand for a while" by Glenn Campbell. It was followed by
"The Way of Love" by Clifford T. Ward. This one was not familiar to
me. I tried paying attention to the lyric. (He said that before loving a certain song, he would pay to the attention the lyric first.)
You will know
when love has come
For all the
world will smile for you
And more than
anything you'll try
To keep this
love so true
You will know
the feeling well
She's
everything your dreams have made
But in so
doing she may turn
For dreams are
known
I was
speechless. Apparently those four songs were all love songs! And out of the blue
something came to my mind, a feeling that he prepared those special songs in
the player, to listen to together with me, while we were on the way somewhere.
Perhaps he saw
my dumbfounded facial expression, so he asked me, "Are you sleepy?"
"No, not
at all. i drank coffee before. I filled this tumbler with cappuccino, you know."
"I
see."
"But can
I ask you something?"
"Sure."
"Did you
prepare this special playlist with those love songs to listen to together with
me?" I was not sure, actually. Was he that romantic? He didn't seem to be
romantic person to me.
To my
surprise, he answered, "yes. For you. Well, you know, I have never been a romantic person before. But to you, I don't know, it just felt so natural."
Wow! Absolutely he made me feel like I
was flying in sky, without wings!
"Oh baby,
I love you!" wish I could whisper this to his ear, but I was shy to
directly say this to him, in our first date, although we have said the magical
sentence to each other many times before.
Falling in
love is awesome! The one we fall for returns our feeling is a miracle!
PPU 15.48
08.04.2023
- S.:
Mr. Big and Carrie had sex in their
first date. Not so special, eh? We did it too! Lol oh, it was not just sex, it
was lovemaking. I knew it.
