Accidentally falling in love

 

This was what happened to me a year ago, around March 2022. The way you stole my attention -- related to my lifetime idol -- was really unpredictable. The way you flirt me was at first confusing me. However, everything just happened naturally.

And our long conversation about anything eventually made me fall for you. I thought I was fortunate to find you back then. We have (or 'had'?) many things in common and we both are interested in many things. Therefore, then, I dubbed you as my other half. 

Unfortunately you are committed with someone and I am committed with someone else too. 😔

So, what is our falling in love for? 

I remember one time you cited a title of a song: "Forever love" in our chat. At that time I was wondering if there would be "forever" in our kinda relationship? Do you want me to love you forever? Will you love me forever too? Wouldn't you feel guilty toward the one you have been committed with? If that moment comes, what will you do? What am I supposed to do? 

If that moment comes, and perhaps you will have to stay away from me, don't you think my heart will be broken? So, why did you flirt me back then? 

Forever in love is just bull shit, isn't it?

PT56 16.16 16.04.2023

 P.S:

I remember one time you wrote a comment somewhere, "when someone really falls in love, he/she cannot avoid being 'bucin'; consequently, he/she cannot avoid being broken-hearted."

Did you mean to break my heart too at that time, when 'asking' me to be your lover?