Naive

 

When you sent me one song from Gary Barlow "Forever Love", I was confused. Yet, my naive character kinda forced me to believe in you. Perhaps that forever love between us would not be overrated. Perhaps forever does exist, even between us.

When you started being busy and made me feel neglected, I still kept trying to ensure myself that forever love was not impossible. Moreover when you said sorry to make me feel ignored. And you tried to make it up.

Again. And again.

Until I realized there would NOT be forever between us. Forever does not exist because everything ends. Moreover between you and me.

Starbucks Solo, 15.44 28 September 2025

Pathetic

 

Not only do women produce sad or anxious art, men do too. (Some) men even cannot forget how their ex girlfriend made them feel unloved, unwanted, unappreciated, even after they got married. They tend to dramatize their first love rejection despite the fact that they say their wife is a good wife, and treats them well. 

What is more pathetic than this?

SLARI, 13.30 27 September 2025

Only a Fool

 

Why do (some) people tend to choose the wrong love? Over and over again? Don't they have enough lesson before that? 

Or they just ignore their intuition at the first place. And follow their heart?

(Follow their heart to fall for the person who consider a relationship just like a pair of socks he can discard anytime?)

P. S.:

"Only a fool breaks his/her own heart". One very old song.

MS48 20.15 23 September 2025

Contentment

 

Do you feel contented in your life?

I did, before you came into my life. 

Despite the fact that I realized there was a void in it. 

After I let you go, the void was back. The contentment was still somewhere I don't know. 

Why didn't it come back to me together with the void? Did you steal it? At the same time when you stole my heart?

ADA 15.20 20 September 2025

Void

 

Letting go is taking off our heavy backpack after carring it for a very long day. We are supposed to feel unburdened, aren't we?

But why did I have this void inside my heart after letting you go?

ADA 15.12 20 September 2025

Nice reading